Do you think I'd survive in Japan?

Not physically... Obviously. Anyway, I'm like, full American, dirty blond hair, blue eyes, freckles, the total opposite of Asians. I'm like... 12 :S I started learning Japanese when I was 10 as a third language, I chose to do it on my own, I've been learning online the whole time... Uh, I'm into all types of music, I'd say Japanese music, but, that's not a genre, I know they have pop, rock, and all that, too. So let's say, I listen to rock, alternative rock, indie, metal, heavy metal, pop... Everything else besides country and gospel stuff. I've watched anime and read manga while eating lots of Japanese candy - I don't think that means much, but heck, I'll throw that in anyway. Er, I've become so obsessed that I've made my own geta (Japanese shoes/sandals for the unintelligent) and bough multiple kimonos. I want to move to Japan when I'm 19, just so I have time to plan everything out and get together some money. I want to go because it seems like such an amazing, beautiful place where I could express myself however I want... Seeing as their fashion is just my style. I can easily become friends with whoever I want, whenever I want, not to sound like a jack or anything. Eee, yea. Do you think I'd just look like a total poser or could I possibly survive, maybe even fit in? TnT