Wednesday, January 18, 2012

What should I do in my situation?

I am at crossroads in my life. I have no idea what to do, or motivation to do anything. I graduated, and haven't been able to secure a job! Any job for that matter, mainly because of no previous work experience which ironic cause how can I gain experience if no one will give me the opportunity? Anyway, I don't know what to do, am slightly depressed. I don't particularly like the country I am in, and always feel more depressed when I am here. I want to go to another country, but it would mean disappointing my family, and no guarantee of a future (which I don't have here, but will be worst there), but I am happy there, because life is simple. I feel like I don't want to fight for anything, and that I am not good enough for the fight. As time goes by I feel less and less willing to fight.. Was thinking that maybe one thing that could help me would be to get away from here, and stop trying to please my family. Last time I went away, I couldn't stay away because kept on thinking how my parents were disappointed. I kinda just want an opinion. What would you do in my case? What would you do if you felt life was unsatisfying with all the expectations people have of you? Would you go away?

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